today i woke up into the thoughts of something very precious in my life...something which was just the second me... morning silence was never so hurtful the way it sounds now...lies for me always seemed to be just child's business for stealing a toffee or some chocolate cream from the cupboard till now...sometimes we are just not conscious enough to know about the things that are awaiting us... are not grown enough to understand that things have different meanings for different people or perhaps words are just too hollow and empty to ever carry any weight for the few around us...darkness is too eerie and irksome for me and darkness scares me...i am in dark...dark of a bright shining lie...and that something seems to have lost in this dark....will i ever get that something back....something that was too precious for me...something that was just second me...